poisoned.

i made dinner last night. shocker for sure. im more surprised than colby was. it was nothing special and i pretty much made up some crazy recipe and called it dinner. colby cleared his plate while i nibbled here and there and ate mostly carrots - they were supposed to be steamed but that failed which tells you how the rest of the meal went. i woke up with a nasty stomach ache around 4 am and my mind immediately went to the chicken i (attempted) made for dinner. i kicked myself for trying something made up and swore up and down i'd only go by the recipe book from here on out. and then when i realized colby was sound asleep and not tossing or turning, i kicked him to. i think my tummy is only rejecting what's inside because i was so sure the cream cheese and chicken could never let me down. fail. i'm not saying i poisoned anyone on purpose but i will tell you that i might have to take a few months off from cooking. lets call it "stop poisoning the family hiatus".