run like a girl.

                              
my treadmill and i have had more than one confrontation since i returned fromv napa valley in september. i jumped back on the soda wagon and neglected our time together. i never wanted to say mean words or punch anything but things happen. eventually i kicked the soda (again) and veeerry slowly, we became reaquainted. me and mr t. at first it killed me to do a mile and for a minute, i was relieved to pass mile 2. but as my dream of running a full marathon keeps running (ha, running.) through my head, i have found myself wanting to push harder. stronger. longer.  but i have also found, that it has to be more than a want. so, i set a few goals, wrote some things down, even discussed it all with colby so he could motivate me. all of those things were going fine but i kept feeling like i needed something bigger.

so, i made THE goal of all goals for myself. 

2012. is. my. year. 

i WILL run 1,000 miles this year.

 i cant wait. 

i'm also looking at running that full blooded marathon in the late summer or early fall.