Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
I tell Colby this all the time, I hope I that I don't have to bury the one I love, I hope to go before Colby. To lose him in any circumstance is far too overwhelming for me. He can go one minute after me, just not before.
I'm going to be morbid here for a second, but ironically, this is something that doesn't really scare me. I've always had an inkling (prompting?) that I should be prepared in case Trace dies. Like maybe he will widow me, possibly when we are not very old. It's not to say I don't love him. I think it just may be something I have to face in my lifetime. I don't look forward to it, but if my feelings about it are correct, I want to be prepared.
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